Day 3: Forgive Thy Self

Sorry forthe delay. My computer kicked the bucket and I'm limited on my access. It also seems that blogger hates my Blackberry.

So, Day 3: Something I have to forgive myself for...

This is a really tough one, so I guess that's a good thing. I don't really think I have anything to "forgive" myself for. I'm okay with myself. Does that mean I haven't done some crazy stupid things? heck no. But I realize they are a part of my life. They've made me who I am. Do I have things I wish I'd never done? Absolutely. I wish I would have spent more time with my dad in those 7 months before he died. I wish I wouldn't have been so self-conscious in high school, so that my craziness wouldn't have pushed C away and we could have stayed together from 11th grade on. That would have saved me from a lot of stupidity with the loser guys I dated... who made me feel worthless... who I allowed to make me feel worthless, because after all, no one can make me feel a certain way without my permission. So I have nothing to forgive myself for.